“I don’t think that I’m okay / I’m still fighting fires that remain / The ashes in my head won’t let me be / Pull me out from underneath / Or just leave me to be / With the emptiness and insecurity / Searching for my sanity / to keep me on my feet.”
Hostile Array’s Underneath EP delves into a visceral exploration of trauma, control, and personal transformation, all wrapped in a sleek, aggressive metalcore sound. The Maryland-based band, known for their introspective lyrics and relentless energy, builds on the momentum of their 2023 Trauma EP by tackling deeply personal themes of mental health and religious deconstruction.
The EP’s title track, along with singles “Survive” and “Slow Decay,” reflects a journey of unlearning toxic beliefs and embracing resilience. Vocalist Brendan Frey’s lyrics are particularly striking in their honesty and imagery. On “Underneath”, Frey confronts internal struggles head-on, repeating the line, “I don’t think that I’m okay / I’m still fighting fires that remain”. This raw vulnerability sets the tone for the entire project, creating an emotional landscape that feels both cathartic and empowering.
“Survive” addresses the pain of being abandoned by those who were supposed to offer support, especially within the context of Frey’s experience growing up in rigid religious circles. The song’s driving riffs and anthemic choruses emphasize the importance of perseverance, while “Slow Decay”, featuring a standout guest appearance from Andy Cizek (Monuments, Makari), explores the psychological weight of staying in a destructive situation. The line “Afraid to leave and ashamed to be honest / Sacrificed my youth” poignantly captures the internal conflict many face when grappling with ingrained beliefs.
Produced by Chris Davis (The Ghost Inside, Texas In July), the EP’s sound balances metalcore’s intensity with modern elements like alt-pop synths and orchestral layers, creating a dynamic and textured listening experience. Davis’s production shines on “Slow Decay”, especially during the breakdown, where his collaborative input helped the band create one of their heaviest moments to date.
Overall, Underneath is a powerful continuation of Hostile Array’s journey toward self-awareness and healing, offering a deeply resonant listening experience for fans of emotive, reflective metalcore. Through their intricate songwriting and willingness to confront uncomfortable truths, the band reinforces their place as a bold voice in the metalcore scene.
